Thursday, August 25, 2011

Tired and sad ~~

I miss my blog so much ... I have been never update it for long long time since I work in MR... Anyway, working life is tired for everyone that's for sure but it more tired for me as a new graduated student who working in an audit firm during the peak ... It was really freaking busy during this period ... I have already forgot that how many time I have been complained about this job ... Btw, I feel happy that I can work together with all my helpful senior as they really help me a lot in my work no matter how busy they are ... However, Im still feel that I'm not really suitable for this job as I feel that I'm totally not pro in this line ... Anyhow, I always tell myself that I'm still a newbie and I should be patient then only I can get my job success... But I don't know how long I can take it ... Haihz ...
Well, I'm not only worried about these... There's problem happened in my relationship l... We quarrel almost everyday ... Cause we are long distance plus Im really busy with my work during the peak ... Actually that all my false ... I understand what he need but I can't do well upon their request and I have neglect him... What's he think is a truth ... but I'm trying my best to do the best and try to change ... Yet, I known have make apologise to you for billion time but seem like my words is work louder than my action as what he used to tell me always ... But he still give me a chance to do my best ... However, it's not for now ... Haihz ... Time to sleep ... Off to bed now ~~